Saturday, April 28, 2007

rage against my machine

I am so frustrated I want to scream and throw and break things! All I wanted to do was go on a walk, and I wanted to listen to some good singing since I heard some really bad playing get rewarded handsomely today. So not only does it take forever to import my CD's onto i-tunes, but when they finally finish and I plug in my i-pod so the computer will pump the songs into it, the freaking thing freezes. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I have been sitting here for 55 fucking minutes and I now have a frozen i-pod, NO music, and no walk because it is 7:00 already. Was today designed to piss me off?! I believe so. I know this i-pod thing is ridiculous, but after today it is the straw. I am completely wrecked. I feel like throwing up. I am digusted and pissed and offended and I know it is stupid, and manPMS or something, but oh my God! I just wanted to listen to some good music. WHY CAN'T I HEAR GOOD MUSIC?????? Why can't things ever be simple? Why is everything so complicated, and damn it, why can't I be cut some freakin' slack once in a while?! Why can't a get a lucky break.... I know WAA WAA WAA. I am so angry I feel an ulcer. I feel a heart attack. I am livid and I can't believe that this little thing has set me off. I want to go break someone's neck, or slap someone's face. I want to slam into someone's car, drive into a tree, pull out my own hair, cuss out my neighborhood, throw my i-pod against the wall. No step on it. Smash it into a thousand pieces. I want it broken that would make me feel better. I want to break things. Hurt something. DAMN DAY. Stupid music. It is nothing but mother fucking frustration.

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