Drifting

I just heard that my fake brother/husband Andrew got a job in butt crack Georgia. Grace, my fake cousin works North of Atlanta. I've never seen two people who obviously belonged together being forced apart so suddenly. I've been thinking a lot about relationships, lately. How they start, why they end, etc. But I think that's not a good idea. The more I think about contingencies, the more I realize I'm worrying about things that may or may not ever happen. And if bad things do come down the road, so what? Had Grace and Andrew known this would be happening back in 2002, would it have stopped them from experiencing all of the wonderful times they've shared? I'm sure they will find a way to be true to themselves and to each other. I am a notorious over-analysizer when it comes to relationships. I'm a control freak...not of the other person, but of fate, and that's stupid. This time around, I'm going to stay in the now, and not worry about the future. After all, the now is pretty amazing.